Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i don`t want to lie to myself anymore. i still love him. it`s been a struggle for me. my close friends will know. i know the feeling of regret so i want him back. this feeling is overwhelming. no control over it at all. i don`t want to be haunt with regret for the next few months of my life so i have to fight for my happiness. at least i know i tried. whether or not things can have a u-turn, i made an effort at the least. thanks for the people who have been with me all this while. i really appreciate all of you.
i seriously hope you will give it some mature thought. don`t salvage when things are overturned totally. it`ll be too late. you have to be strong, DO NOT THINK OF THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ALREADY. THEY ARE OVER! even if we manage to salvage, we`ll definitely have a new life ahead. a fruitful one after such a hard knock of turbulence. throw the old one behind. do what your heart says, not your mind. get it? whatever it is, i`ll accept. hope you sees this and think hard.
1:39 AM
i don`t want to lie to myself anymore. i still love him. it`s been a struggle for me. my close friends will know. i know the feeling of regret so i want him back. this feeling is overwhelming. no control over it at all. i don`t want to be haunt with regret for the next few months of my life so i have to fight for my happiness. at least i know i tried. whether or not things can have a u-turn, i made an effort at the least. thanks for the people who have been with me all this while. i really appreciate all of you.
i seriously hope you will give it some mature thought. don`t salvage when things are overturned totally. it`ll be too late. you have to be strong, DO NOT THINK OF THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ALREADY. THEY ARE OVER! even if we manage to salvage, we`ll definitely have a new life ahead. a fruitful one after such a hard knock of turbulence. throw the old one behind. do what your heart says, not your mind. get it? whatever it is, i`ll accept. hope you sees this and think hard.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:39 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
well, think i should at least say thank you as basic courtesy. thanks for being part of my life till yesterday if you are reading this entry. i was happy and i am happy. thanks to all my friends who care. it`s alright. tomorrow the sun`s shining again. i have to look forward, so don`t worry. yes, i`m terribly hurt again by dumb things but rest assured time will heal all wounds. i was hurt a couple of times already so i know. yes initially the journey will be tough, no matter what, i will not fall. i await the smoother roads. i can`t pretend nothing`s wrong, so if i may seem a little frustrated, i`m sorry my dear friends. let my wound heal. i will receive my happiness... it`s waiting for me somewhere. same after that incident 3 years back. i won`t find it. i`ll let it find me...
fen shou kuai le, zhu wo kuai le, wo ke yi zhao dao gen hao de..
12:24 AM
well, think i should at least say thank you as basic courtesy. thanks for being part of my life till yesterday if you are reading this entry. i was happy and i am happy. thanks to all my friends who care. it`s alright. tomorrow the sun`s shining again. i have to look forward, so don`t worry. yes, i`m terribly hurt again by dumb things but rest assured time will heal all wounds. i was hurt a couple of times already so i know. yes initially the journey will be tough, no matter what, i will not fall. i await the smoother roads. i can`t pretend nothing`s wrong, so if i may seem a little frustrated, i`m sorry my dear friends. let my wound heal. i will receive my happiness... it`s waiting for me somewhere. same after that incident 3 years back. i won`t find it. i`ll let it find me...
fen shou kuai le, zhu wo kuai le, wo ke yi zhao dao gen hao de..
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:24 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
i`m waiting for dear dear to recover so we can go indulge ourselves with ice-cream! hopefully this can serve as a motivation for him to recover faster. well, i`ve thought through everything. i`m going to revamp myself. that`s it! thanks dear dear for what you told me last night. hopefully i won`t disappoint you this time.
a small note..
my wish for today: dear dear can stop being so lazy. haha! bleahs...
2:51 PM
i`m waiting for dear dear to recover so we can go indulge ourselves with ice-cream! hopefully this can serve as a motivation for him to recover faster. well, i`ve thought through everything. i`m going to revamp myself. that`s it! thanks dear dear for what you told me last night. hopefully i won`t disappoint you this time.
a small note..
my wish for today: dear dear can stop being so lazy. haha! bleahs...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:51 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
YES! i`m back from my genting trip! enjoyed myself thoroughly this time compared to last time which was kinda super long ago and i was like only barely 10??? well, i`ve tried the indoor theme park rides. the outdoor ones were simply too much for me to handle and my stupid sister was bitching that i`m timid. oh no.. who cares man??? and back to the main topic---the indoor theme park. since the ticket was meant for unlimited rides, i definitely won`t get my cash wasted. i was on the indoor roller coaster for 4 or 5 times, me myself can`t remember. lols.. fulfilled my childhood desires on the ferris wheel and scenery rides. even tried the bumper car! and my sister was 'kissing my ass' all the while throughout the game. i thought i was a wonder woman! gastric problems were killing me but i still managed to challenged myself to this limit! guessed dearie was right. i should have gone to the doctor to get some medicine before the trip but alas, his words just fell on my deaf ears! lols.. another thing... the food court food in malaysia simply sucks! the restaurant food was still considered alright. but thumbs up for the scenery really. cant imagine that i`m in the midst of the drifting clouds. the climate was darn nice. just like an outdoor aircon at work. the surroundings were hazy and it rained rather frequently. anyways, it does`nt dampen mt shopping mood! got myself a wallet and some soveneirs for dearie and colleagues. i was simply a shopaholic and eaterholic for the last 3 days. kinda lazy to upload the pictures here. haha.. so sorry folks. last 3 days were abit of a torture for me apart from gastric problems. my aunt`s kids were kicking a fuss in the middle of the night and disturbed my sleep, and now i`m so tired.. lols.. even as i typed this entry i was like dozing off! so u got my hint? i`m off to my lala-land soon~
missing dar.
miss dear dear even more.. i love reading his most recent blog entry. feels like i`m on cloud 9 already!
is he thinking of me too???
i want to be his pampered princess my whole life...
happy anniversary dear dear; muacks!
dreams come true*
1:26 AM
YES! i`m back from my genting trip! enjoyed myself thoroughly this time compared to last time which was kinda super long ago and i was like only barely 10??? well, i`ve tried the indoor theme park rides. the outdoor ones were simply too much for me to handle and my stupid sister was bitching that i`m timid. oh no.. who cares man??? and back to the main topic---the indoor theme park. since the ticket was meant for unlimited rides, i definitely won`t get my cash wasted. i was on the indoor roller coaster for 4 or 5 times, me myself can`t remember. lols.. fulfilled my childhood desires on the ferris wheel and scenery rides. even tried the bumper car! and my sister was 'kissing my ass' all the while throughout the game. i thought i was a wonder woman! gastric problems were killing me but i still managed to challenged myself to this limit! guessed dearie was right. i should have gone to the doctor to get some medicine before the trip but alas, his words just fell on my deaf ears! lols.. another thing... the food court food in malaysia simply sucks! the restaurant food was still considered alright. but thumbs up for the scenery really. cant imagine that i`m in the midst of the drifting clouds. the climate was darn nice. just like an outdoor aircon at work. the surroundings were hazy and it rained rather frequently. anyways, it does`nt dampen mt shopping mood! got myself a wallet and some soveneirs for dearie and colleagues. i was simply a shopaholic and eaterholic for the last 3 days. kinda lazy to upload the pictures here. haha.. so sorry folks. last 3 days were abit of a torture for me apart from gastric problems. my aunt`s kids were kicking a fuss in the middle of the night and disturbed my sleep, and now i`m so tired.. lols.. even as i typed this entry i was like dozing off! so u got my hint? i`m off to my lala-land soon~
missing dar.
miss dear dear even more.. i love reading his most recent blog entry. feels like i`m on cloud 9 already!
is he thinking of me too???
i want to be his pampered princess my whole life...
happy anniversary dear dear; muacks!
dreams come true*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:26 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
i`m just a little woman who needs to be loved and pampered too. will you cherish me? guess i`ll resign to fate this time. i`m so weak. where`s my pillar of strength? where is yanfang???
1:23 AM
i`m just a little woman who needs to be loved and pampered too. will you cherish me? guess i`ll resign to fate this time. i`m so weak. where`s my pillar of strength? where is yanfang???
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:23 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
happy belated valentines` day to all.
had an unforgettable valentines` day yesterday. when most of the couples out there were having romantic lunches and dinners, guess where were we??? me and dear dear were at jurong bird park! lols.. yes, indeed a very special way to spend our valentines` day, with the birds and the nature. so long since i last stepped into JBP. same for dear dear. that`s why when he suggested going there i was like on man! met the penguins, the birds of prey and many other species of birds. me and dear dear had a peaceful and romantic stroll inside the park and watched some of the birds shows. i`m so happy yesterday. the day seemed so simple but with dear dear, any mundane things can become interesting! by the way, dear dear gave me a beautiful necklace! love it to bits. but still loves him more. and yups, our next destination will be going to the zoo the next time. haha... i hope everyone enjoyed yourselves yesterday! more updates another time! im simply too lazy to blog now. haha...
i love you. thank you for being part of my world.
1:04 PM
happy belated valentines` day to all.
had an unforgettable valentines` day yesterday. when most of the couples out there were having romantic lunches and dinners, guess where were we??? me and dear dear were at jurong bird park! lols.. yes, indeed a very special way to spend our valentines` day, with the birds and the nature. so long since i last stepped into JBP. same for dear dear. that`s why when he suggested going there i was like on man! met the penguins, the birds of prey and many other species of birds. me and dear dear had a peaceful and romantic stroll inside the park and watched some of the birds shows. i`m so happy yesterday. the day seemed so simple but with dear dear, any mundane things can become interesting! by the way, dear dear gave me a beautiful necklace! love it to bits. but still loves him more. and yups, our next destination will be going to the zoo the next time. haha... i hope everyone enjoyed yourselves yesterday! more updates another time! im simply too lazy to blog now. haha...
i love you. thank you for being part of my world.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:04 PM